this shit with Herbie kinda just makes me ultra mega confused.
i really use to like him before i started dating mike. things ended so akwardly with matt and i and i never really let myself get over it completely. I was SOO sure i was over that whole thing we had but my god he is so sweet and funny and just knows me a lot. it kinda sucked that the shit happened that did but what makes it worse is that he likes me a lot and i kinda still got something for him. i mean, i love Mike so much i'd do anything for him but this week makes it hard cuz all of these feelings for herbie came back that i thought went away. But i just really missed his kinda humor and the way we get along.
I'd chose Mike over Herbie hands down but there is something there still that bothers me
Plus, when he says he'd date me when he gets to know me better, it doesn't help much. i think i'm reading WAY to much into it but i can't help it rly. What sucks even more is that i kinda hope his girlfriend leaves him. It sucks. I hate this. i hate life when i get like this.
