this shit with Herbie kinda just makes me ultra mega confused.
i really use to like him before i started dating mike. things ended so akwardly with matt and i and i never really let myself get over it completely. I was SOO sure i was over that whole thing we had but my god he is so sweet and funny and just knows me a lot. it kinda sucked that the shit happened that did but what makes it worse is that he likes me a lot and i kinda still got something for him. i mean, i love Mike so much i'd do anything for him but this week makes it hard cuz all of these feelings for herbie came back that i thought went away. But i just really missed his kinda humor and the way we get along.
I'd chose Mike over Herbie hands down but there is something there still that bothers me
Plus, when he says he'd date me when he gets to know me better, it doesn't help much. i think i'm reading WAY to much into it but i can't help it rly. What sucks even more is that i kinda hope his girlfriend leaves him. It sucks. I hate this. i hate life when i get like this.
Girl, If you still have feelings for another guy besides Mike maybe its best if you and mike stop seeing each other for right now, maybe you're just not ment to be in a relationship right now and need to focus on your self, just think about some things ya dig? love you!
ReplyDeletei dont have enough feelings to let mike go tho.
ReplyDeletethey are jst small ones
that are building up to make it seem more important than it is.
i love mike and i'm not thinking about leaving him.
it just is bothering me and i wanted to get it out,
i am gonna be with mike. cuz he is who i am destined to be with
and i know it.
Then Idk what to say b :P
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